It will never get easier

You'll just have to get used to it.
The image of her flawless features will haunt you into the depths of your dreams. Your dreams will turn into nightmares as you try to rid yourself of any piece of memory you have left of her. You will never forget her movements; so effortlessly in timing with yours. Even her voice will echo in your head; breaking the string of silent thoughts. And when you are finally immune to this pain, she will appear again; this time right in front of you.

Goodnight.. don't let the grudge give you a fright.